Give me a crystal bowl and I will tell you! I don’t know is the answer. I hope better than where I am now. Hopefully the journey of self-discovery will be complete and like that caterpillar, I would emerge with wings ready to face the world anew. Hopefully it wouldn’t take ten years to do it!
I am staying in the present for now and leaving yesterday where it belongs but I am taking the lessons I learned with me. The future is blurry and I’m not looking in that direction although it does creep in now and then. My goal is to make each day count. I can’t change yesterday and tomorrow is not a given so all I have is today and I am content knowing that.
Ten years from now? I hope I have the special someone by my side but even if that doesn’t happen, it will be alright. It is not about the search for the guy, it is about finding myself, the one I lost a long time ago. I liked her, this happy carefree person who had a lot to laugh about. Who knows, ten years from now I might say, I’ve found her again. Fingers and toes crossed!
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Tia, your words are deeply reflective and filled with hope. It’s clear that you are on a meaningful journey of self-discovery, and I admire your commitment to living in the present and embracing the lessons from the past. The way you focus on making each day count while leaving the future to unfold as it may is incredibly powerful. I believe you will absolutely find that carefree, happy person you’re looking for, and perhaps even discover new aspects of yourself along the way. Your mindset is inspiring, and I’m sure that wherever life leads you, you’ll continue to grow and flourish. Fingers and toes crossed for you too! 🌸👏
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It’s amazing to hear, reclaiming yourself back, Tia. No matter what, I’ll have a cabin even if a special someone for me doesn’t come. God only knows tomorrow.
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I think we place too much emphasis on having someone special but reclaiming yourself is more important in my book. Thank you.
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That’s great, Tia. You’re always welcome.
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